“Father! What’s that sound?” Hassanyelped, his hands outstretched toward Ali. Ali wrapped his arms around us. A white light flashed, lit the sky in silver. It flashed again and was followed
by a rapid staccato of gunfire.
“They’re hunting ducks,” Ali said
in a hoarse voice. “They hunt ducks at night, you know. Don’t be afraid.”
A siren went off in the distance.
Somewhere glass shattered and someone shouted. I heard people on the street,
jolted from sleep and probably still in their pajamas, with ruffled hair and
puffy eyes. Hassan was crying. Ali pulled him close, clutched him with
tenderness. Later, I would tell myself I hadn’t felt envious of Hassan. Not at
all.
We stayed huddled that way until
the early hours of the morning. The shootings and explosions had lasted lessthan an hour, but they had frightened us badly, because none of us had everheard gunshots in the streets. They were foreign sounds to us then. Thegeneration of Afghan children whose ears would know nothing but the sounds ofbombs and gunfire was not yet born. Huddled together in the dining room and
waiting for the sun to rise, none of us had any notion that a way of life hadended. Our way of life. If not quite
yet, then at least it was the beginning of the end. The end, the official end, would come first in April1978 with the communist coup d’état, and then in December 1979, when Russiantanks would roll into the very same streets where Hassan and I played, bringingthe death of the Afghanistan I knew and marking the start of a still ongoingera of bloodletting.
Just
before sunrise, Baba’s car peeled into the driveway. His door slammed shut and
his running footsteps pounded the stairs. Then he appeared in the doorway and I
saw something on his face. Something I didn’t recognize right away because I’d
never seen it before: fear. “Amir! Hassan!” he exclaimed as he ran to us,
opening his arms wide. “They blocked all the roads and the telephone didn’t
work. I was so worried!”
We let him wrap us in his arms and,
for a brief insane moment, I was glad about whatever had happened that night.
I think you chose a very interesting place to link to that site about Afghani orphans. It was a nice little connection.
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